Wednesday, September 23, 2009

dang, he's getting old

So today happens to be the birthday of my favorite sibling.
Yeah, I got pretty lucky in the brother department.
He makes me laugh and shows me cool music and likes to be creative and we laugh at stupid movies or else freak out during intense ones together. Oh and we're both basically freaks at least once a day, usually more. Think of the weirdest thing and then multiply it times a hundred, that's us. No, really.
I love him bunches. I also torture him a lot, because that's part of the job description (see: page 4, section C, "Sister Manual").
He makes me very proud.
He's basically the coolest.
Happy 21st, big brother! I heart you forever. xoxo

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Saturday, September 19, 2009

Someone said, "Do one thing every day that scares you."

So I'm gonna go do something I've been afraid to do for too long, right now.

(Supper smells good. Maybe I'll have that first. My nerves will feel better on a full stomach? Or worse? Oh well, I'm hungry; I'll eat first.)

Then I'll do it.

(I've been saying that for days now.)

I want to mean it tonight.

Monday, September 14, 2009

I'm ready, I'm ready . . .

I never really liked this song before, but now I do. This version is beautiful.

use somebody by hayley williams


gorgeous.

Friday, September 11, 2009

and I keep repeating things.
you remind me, gently,
I've already said that.

oh. and I'm confused.
but there's something important,
I don't think you get,
this is important.
it is important for me to repeat.

you weren't there,
so you don't know.

please believe me,
this is important.
I need to repeat it.

But that's not the way it sounds,
I'm not getting this across very well,
so I apologize, again,
and stumble onwards.

I still can't find a way.
the trying itself is a redundancy.


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copyright Miss Erin McIntosh, 2009
please do not reprint without permission
Poetry Friday roundup at Wild Rose Reader

Wednesday, September 09, 2009

I didn't know phone books did this...

I've just been sitting here, listening to my iPod (I'm trying to listen to all 966 songs via shuffle before it runs out of battery, current song playing: "Losing Touch" by The Killers, song #71), and flipping through a phone book while I wait for someone to call me back. I noticed that, sprinkled throughout the yellow pages, are a bunch of random inspirational-type quotes. Like a Danish proverb that says "The road to a friend's house is never long," which made my brain go, well that's stupid, I have a good many friends who live miles and miles and miles away. Yeah, yeah, I get that it's a "proverb" and it is "metaphorical." Whatever.

(Another Killers song came on. What is up with this, shuffle? "Took to the spotlight like a diamond ring....")

This quote was one of my favorites: "Some things have to be believed to be seen." —Ralph Hodgson (any relation to the author of The Secret Garden, I wonder?)

"If you want to test your memory, try to remember what you were worrying about one year ago today." —E. Joseph Cossman
The sad thing is, I can remember.

This made me smirk-slash-laugh: "If only God would give me a clear sign! Like making a large deposit in my name at a swiss bank." —Woody Allen (Which reminds me that I still haven't gotten around to renting Annie Hall, even though I keep meaning to.)

I smirked again— "Heredity is what sets the parents of a teenager wondering about each other." —Lawrence J. Peter

Every now and then quotes would repeat, which is pretty lame, I mean, think of all the great quotes in this world, and they had to double them up? This one tripled, which I figure means something important:
"Two important things
are to have a genuine interest in people
and to be kind to them.
Kindness, I've discovered, is everything."
—Isaac Bashevis Singer

And lastly, "A man's greatest strength develops at the point where he overcomes his greatest weakness." —Elmer G. Letterman

And now that I have filled you with your wisdom, smirking, and randomness quota of the day, I will go back to waiting for that phone call. (Song #76: "No Good" by Kate Voegele)

Monday, September 07, 2009

readergirlz news!

As well as having Kristin Cashore as this month's featured author, readergirlz has some other exciting stuff coming up:

rgz Launch Party with Janet Lee Carey!
Join the STEALING DEATH Launch Party with rgz co-founder, Janet Lee Carey on Wednesday, September 30, at 6 p.m. Pacific/9 p.m. Eastern! We’ll be chatting about her new fantasy release. The chat will be over at the readergirlz blog.

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We are happy to announce our very first Author in Residence, Beth Kephart. This critically acclaimed, gracious writer will be on the rgz team through December. Check out her mini-issue at the rgz website. Watch our blog for Beth’s monthly vlog entries about writing, which will include contests! See her first post here.

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Teen Read Week Tribute!
Do you love YALSA's Teen Read Week? Let it out at your blog through a post or vlog, then send the link to readergirlz@gmail.com. Subject line: Your name, TRW Tribute. We’ll collect all the contributions and post them at the rgz blog in a 24 hour time span. Tell us about your recent release, or a book you love dearly, and then give a shout out for Teen Read Week. The tribute will run October 23!

And here's a sneak preview for the awesome Teen Read Week event we're planning at readergirlz! (Remember last year?) And do we have an unbelievable lineup! Stay tuned for more info later this month...

Friday, September 04, 2009

I'm somewhere else

He might complain
that we're not seeing
eye-to-eye
—but I've only two.

He might say
I'm ignoring him,
or maybe he'll just feel it.
And it's the truth.

I'd rather read about a goose
and a girl
and a foolish boy chasing wind
than be a goose
or a girl
or a foolish person who chases wind
(I'll stick with tattered pages
and red nail polish, thank you.)

"This lace was my grandmother's," I say to you
(trying to keep a conversation going)
"It is older than me and you
And maybe wiser."

It is not soft to touch,
but neither are you.
It is not comforting, or
even very beautiful,
but then, you're not.
"Why do you keep it then," you ask
(don't think I didn't hear the bitterness)
And I say,
"Because it reminds me of something I love,"
and so do you.

Now my legs are curled up.
Now I am hidden again,
all but that one eye,
the one that doesn't see into yours.
My thoughts and my hair drift across the comforter,
and I don't even notice the door

opening and closing.



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copyright Miss Erin McIntosh, 2009
please do not reprint without permission
Poetry Friday roundup at Crossover

Tuesday, September 01, 2009

I Can't Keep My Own Secrets

Today is the release day for I Can't Keep My Own Secrets: Six-Word Memoirs by Teens Famous & Obscure! Six words of my own are hidden away inside the pages. Hooray!

I loved the first two six-word memoir collections (Not Quite What I Was Planning and Six-Word Memoirs On Love & Heartbreak, in which I was also published) and I'm very thrilled to be a part of another one. I'm excited also to be in a book alongside friends Traci and Jocelyn . . . oh, and Taylor Swift. :-)

You can order the book on Amazon.com, and find out more at the SMITHTeens website.

Check out the book trailer:

Readergirlz presents: Kristin Cashore

This month, readergirlz are discussing Graceling by Kristin Cashore.

Read the September issue of readergirlz. There's a playlist for the book, plus book guide questions and party ideas.

Drop by the readergirlz blog to discuss the book with other readers, ALL MONTH LONG!

LIVE CHAT:
Join our hour-long chat with Kristin at the readergirlz blog on Wednesday, September 16th at 6 PM PST/9 PM EST.